The whole time you thought I... when I asked ya for--
You let me fuck your mouth when you thought I'd lost my mind?
[ Up until this point, V'd been apologizing for behaving the way he did because it was bad enough he'd asked for food, had told Kerry plainly he didn't need anybody else. Bad enough that he'd asked for a blowjob and given nothing in return, not even the basic fucking courtesy of acknowledging it was Kerry even doing that for him.
But now? Now his brain's putting puzzle pieces together.
Jesus. How bad he felt before doesn't compare to how bad he feels now. Guilt's all he's got. ]
Ker... fuck. I didn't... everythin' I said to you, did to you... you thought I was a cyberpsycho the whole time you were doin' it all for me?
[ And it's not exactly hard to imagine what that must've felt like. ]
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Date: 2021-06-21 12:46 pm (UTC)You let me fuck your mouth when you thought I'd lost my mind?
[ Up until this point, V'd been apologizing for behaving the way he did because it was bad enough he'd asked for food, had told Kerry plainly he didn't need anybody else. Bad enough that he'd asked for a blowjob and given nothing in return, not even the basic fucking courtesy of acknowledging it was Kerry even doing that for him.
But now? Now his brain's putting puzzle pieces together.
Jesus. How bad he felt before doesn't compare to how bad he feels now. Guilt's all he's got. ]
Ker... fuck. I didn't... everythin' I said to you, did to you... you thought I was a cyberpsycho the whole time you were doin' it all for me?
[ And it's not exactly hard to imagine what that must've felt like. ]
You were scared of me.